Always

THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THE KILLERS DID TO US!

THEY'VE FORSAKEN US!

THEY'VE BETRAYED US!

and out of the furor have (has?) come two SUPPOSEDLY legit (enough for BF and the band) reasons for canceling on not one but A HELL LOTTA ASIAN COUNTRIES and pissing off THOUSANDS OF FANS that mind you CAN SPEAK ENGLISH OKAY!? just cos we have black hair and flat noses doesn't mean we go CHING CHANG CHONG all the time bitches!

one is that THEY'RE SICK OF TOURING!!! "we've been touring the whole world every day since dunno when to promote our new album etc fuck shit" says dunno who probably another asshole if you ask me WELL FUCK YOU THEN DON'T TOUR DEEPSHITS! DON'T EARN YOUR PRECIOUS DOLLARS AND GO LIVE ON THE STREETS MOTHER FUCKERS!!

two is that BF's mom got sick...

well if they're trying to earn our sympathy FUCK OFF cos like it or not TERMINAL ILLNESSES DO NOT HEAL IN THREE WEEKS ie SHE PROBABLY WOULDN'T BE MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE TOURING OZ YOU FUCKING NUMBSKULLS!!!

OH AND WHAT'S THAT ABOUT BEING TIRED?

FUCK YOU LYING CHEATING SCUMBAGS!!!

i really want to delete every killers song i have on my com but FUCK YOU FOR BEING SO FUCKING GOOD (except for day and age, wtf was that!?)

YOU ALSO, btw, DEPRIVED ME OF A PHOTO-TAKING OPPORTUNITY WITH ROZZ! ROZZ, LIKE POSSIBLY THE COOLEST LIVING FEMALE ON THE WHOLE OF THIS SUPPOSEDLY FUCKED UP ISLAND OF SINGAPORE THAT YOU SAW FIT TO CANCEL ON YOU FUCKING BRANDON FLOWERS DIPSHIT COCKFACED MAN PLEASER!!!

slau | 2:14 AM

Carding apps, USP apps, medical journal...so many things I need to do - correction, SHOULD do, before I enlist BUT THERE BE NO TIME! And I don't really see the point in a lot of these things to be honest:

Carding apps: sure, I'd like a free massage. God knows I'd bloody well need one when NS comes a-calling. Probably be suffering from all sorts of aches in places I've never even scratched before. But then I'd have to fill out the shit-ass long application form AND dress up nice nice for the ceremony that's even IF I get it in the first place! Which is really a long shot at best la considering how many people are already applying...(nominated my foot it's just called splitting all the recipients into groups) Plus I wouldn't even be able to commit to the dunno how many percent attendance thing cos of fucking army (see fucking army fucking screws up every fucking thing! But more on that later...) so IT'S FUCKING POINTLESS!!!

On a side note army's already keeping me from even thinking about trying for U19 Asians...

USP apps: Lame...but whatever la just apply IF IT'S NOT TOO LONG!

Medical journal: Fatass collection of articles to read to prep for the SUPPOSED med interview. Fuck man if I don't even get called up SOMEBODY'S GNA BE DAMN FUCKING PISSED!

slau | 9:56 PM

Miles: Why do I always fall for the bad girl!?

Iris: You didn't know she was a bad girl...

M: Pffft...She wasn't good...Do you have anything a little bit stronger? Thank you. Let me rephrase this - why am I attracted to a person I know isn't good?

I: I happen to know the answer to this - because you're hoping you're wrong, and everytime she does something that tells you she's no good you ignore it and everytime she comes through and surprises you she wins you over and you lose that argument with yourself that she's not for you.

M: Exactly!

Just finished with The Holiday. Yep, at 3 in the morning. Loved it.

Didn't make me cry but really struck a chord!

More sappy stuff right around the corner, Punch Drunk Love here I come!

slau | 2:59 AM

yeah i know i suck up real good

but HEY it works!!!!

slau | 12:15 AM

Continuing my efforts in chronicling the events of my life, I guess I should jump on the "10 things" bandwagon and remember the 10 things that shaped my life this decade. Given that I can't even remember offhand how old I was in 2000 (I think 9? Oo that was p3 right?!) most of the events will probably be from later years, and would most likely get pretty boring anyway cos they all take place in school or other related, mundane things that I've been limited to. Heck, I'm just gonna make the most of it anyway. Should be in order of importance I suppose:

#10 Getting drunk

No I'm not drunk, but sure looks like I am huh? I mean, who in their right mind would ever wear a wig like that right jing!?

This has officially convinced me to never ever drink like I did on that fateful night ever again and I've always made it a point to remain sobre ever since. My test? Most of the time, the moment I start singing, I'm a goner. I can still remember the year pretty clearly, actually...party at Dan's house, went down to Orchard and just lost it there. Quite amazing that I didn't start anything.

#9 First performance

I totally fucked up this one, was at the 2007 RIGE concert? No idea how to use the mike, couldn't be heard at all, but I don't think most of the people who were there to watch minded cos I'm sure they weren't taking us seriously anyway. A video of our cover of a CERTAIN SONG ended up on youtube and got promptly flamed like mad...there were times when I couldn't even bring myself to read the comments >< But it was the start of something good I guess.

#8 RI/RJC

the og that owned everybody during orientation give some props pls!?

CCAL camp

prom

Yeah I know, it's kinda lame but it's true isn't it? This would have to figure on the list somewhere in the end, so might as well put it down now. Moving from primary to secondary to JC really shaped my life, made me look at things differently, made me hate a lot of things, made me more conscious of myself. Thank you, Raffles, for making me a more angry person!

K I'm getting bored so I'll just skip to the top 3!

#3 Softball

THE team

THE table, where we start off each morning and where we launch scathing attacks on other lesser beings in school, mostly touch ruggers since they were so near anyway.

Colours 2008

Singapore U23 against HK

What can I say? I guess I should've known when by some miraculous turn of events I found that I really liked crushing balls with a giant stick and hurling them across long distances. Granted, my journey thus far through this sport hasn't exactly yielded as much GOLD as I would've liked, but it has taught me SO MUCH I don't even know where to start. All the failures, the disappointments and the trials...the hours that not just me but every one on the various teams I've been involved with put in for the sole purpose of achieving one single goal, has really left an impression on me even til now. I've learnt to appreciate every little thing that comes my way, and if I remember, thank God for it.

Looking back, I think I should be satisfied with that I've achieved in this sport...representing and captaining the country, eventually getting into Combined Schools even though my tenure there was a very troubled one indeed...I've also made a lot of good friends through the sport, and hopefully we'll stay in touch for a long long time.

For now, just gotta make sure I get into SRC.

#2 3/4P

THE CLASS

THE MOST FKING A CLASS IN THE ENTIRE HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE AND ALL THAT'S BEYOND IT!!! I think it says a lot that we still keep in touch, and still suan Peng like the world's gonna end tomorrow. THE MOST INSANE MOST SUAY bunch of FUCKTARDS ever AND I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER TO BE A PART OF IT!

#1 My one and only best friend

For obvious reasons...

Sad thing, but the most important thing even now. It didn't work out, and I was crushed. Hi I hope you see this, so you know I still remember you! I hope some day we can be friends again.

slau | 3:32 PM