And so it ends...my H3 that is.
Can't say that I've enjoyed it very much, in fact I've probably hated every living moment of it. From the irritating heck-care lecturer to the NUS flaming during the introductory session to the stupid self-centred obnoxious bastards from other JCs. This has indeed been a traumatising experience indeed.
But it all comes to a head tomorrow: days of hardcore last minute self-studying has just about made me confident enough of getting a merit, let's not talk about distinctions for now, because those are reserved for people who actually can stomach sitting through 1-2 hours of lectures given by someone who actually thinks 'stuff' is not only pronounced as 'stuffs' but written as 'stuffs' as well. Seriously.
And people can call us obnoxious and stuff(s) as Rafflesians or whatever, but having rubbed shoulders with people from other schools during the H3 lessons, I can't say that that supposed 'pride' that people assume we have isn't justified. If people aren't going to ask/answer questions, then who is oO And when people do ask/answer questions, those people are labelled as weird. Go figure.
Have to find a way to cope with training as well; at least I can find solace in the fact that I haven't been studying much after coming home from the library, so going for training then wouldn't be that big a sacrifice either. But my mom always says, that there are always people who will be studying while I'm training and so I have to work extra hard to match up to them yada yada etc etc but wtheck, if they just wanna burn away their school life burying themselves in books and not give two shits about their CCA record then why is that my problem?
Anyway, we're training for a tournament in JB that's gonna be taking place from July 8-12, too bad it doesn't clash with any of my CT2 papers...that would've been real good. Hopefully nothing much will be covered while I'm gone, otherwise my mom will have all the more reason to complain about my commitments haha.
Just crossing my fingers and hoping I don't fuck up this time.
And I really really just want to be with her. Seriously. I would give up all my A's and all my softball stuff(s) to just be with her. To just be the one she hangs out with 75% of the time.
slau | 11:21 PM
