Don't read too deeply into her actions, she says?
I don't have to do that to see how much she enjoys talking to other people. Other guys even. Can even sense her cringe whenever we have a conversation. Why am I the guy who has to give her room anyway? Still don't get what it was that I was doing, even til now. I see the way she behaves while with certain guys, and I just bring myself to accept that many people have double standards when it comes to their friends. Or am I even a friend given the circumstances? Am I a friend of someone who doesn't even want me around?
Sure the niceness seemed to come through when I really was damn pissed or damn emo. But now that I seem to have maybe been placeted a little, things have just gone back to normal. How did things ever become so bad between us? Maybe it was the day she removed the veil from her eyes to see who I truly was for the first time.
slau | 8:20 PM
