So I'm supposedly mad now, just because I don't want someone to see me sulk. Has sulking become such a major part of my life?
FUCK I am so bloody pissed. Why do people like to walk all over me? Even the one I used to think of as probably my best friend. Sigh.
I'm always stuck being second best. Even as a friend.
You kill me. YOU KILL ME!
Or maybe I should just KILL MYSELF. What the fuck is the worth in living if I can't even keep my friends!? And what chance do I have of keeping friends if EVERY ONE OF MY FRIENDS THINKS I'M TRYING SOMETHING FUNNY ONCE I TRY TO ESTABLISH A RELATIONSHIP!? A PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP!
I am SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!!
Why do girls have to keep GOSSIPING ALL THE TIME!?
What is the difference between other guys and myself!? Damn it, and she doesn't even seem like she wants to make anything of this friendship at all.
"Orh okay."
"I don't know!"
"I'm just pretending to talk to you because I don't want you to get pissed at me and do whatever whatever and cause me somemore trouble."
WHY DON'T YOU JUST SAY HOW YOU REALLY FUCKING FEEL!?
INSTEAD OF TELLING OTHER PEOPLE HOW FUCKED UP I AM!?
slau | 6:20 PM
