This is me, striking out against Perlis.
Very much the same way I seem to have struck out with you.
4 days, and probably a lot more to come. I just have to continue keeping my silence.
I don't know if you still come back here, since this is the place that has seemed to cause you so much hurt. But I'm not going to stop speaking what I feel just because of you. Since I can't tell you how I really feel because you're just going to dismiss it as me thinking too much, where else would you expect me to go?
I guess I've been coping alright without you so far. Just a few things that I need to get used to. Not hearing your voice, not seeing your face, pretending I don't know you.
I just hope you know what you're doing.
Til the day you finally decide to end your abstinence.
slau | 6:57 PM
